Capricorn

        Again, what an eventful day! XOXOXO  Hey, don't expect me to up in the wee hours of the morning like today/Saturday, okay? And no, you are not going to see me convert to that. Keep dreamin', beast. 

       

 

 

 

 - house-sitting parents' place 'til early May

- TEXT ME!!!!

 

 

 

 

 

     

   

 

 

 

 We have already been vetted by deceased people who knew us pretty well from the time we were born - people who now, on the Other Side, see us in a way that is the most honest, deep, 180 degrees - and these people agree that we are best together from here on out, and that we are the best pair to raise the little Norwegian after she suddenly has to become an American citizen growing up without the guidance of her favorite person. Let's have some more faith in ourselves and in the teams who have our backs on the Other Side. 

      

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Hey, I have great news. We manifested each other, right? 

                              

     

 Well, we need to keep up our norm - these thoughts about financial circumstances, how to raise the kids, listening differently to "eat the rich" talk than ever before, etc., etc. - because I was just notified that as of six minutes ago, we locked in that part of our life. Settle in, my sweet man. We are multimillionaires. That's how good we are at manifestation. 

      

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     Let's see if the Other Side follows through on what they just said: that in fact, I am not giving my cousin a birthday gift, but just a card, and suggesting the vitamins, and more importantly, I'm told that my card will not be good again, period. As of right now, I am supposed to only use cash until I get two cards through my next office job, the career in wellness, the one that will help me make a lot of money. I'm sure you can understand my frustration over being lied to about my current debit card working again today, tomorrow, or not at all. 

       

       

      When it comes to our bodies, I literally have a lot goin' on internally right now. Multiple systems have been changing, tissue and the structure of my brain, and last night, I felt movement in the skeletal structure of my nose and sinuses.  

Let's be patient about the sexual part of our connection. We both plan to change it! 

 

     

      

 

 

      You don't want or need all the details, but please know that this time in our sex life is not like the future. Last night was a big part of some healing I needed, healing that I see as unavoidable. I was going to get together with the love of my life sometime, and the sex would be healthy and so good. I didn't know if I would meet that person (you, duh) during or after the healing change.  I'm relaxing into it; over time, I'll gain confidence to the point where I'll initiate things that past me never tried because she didn't trust the other person. Someday, darlin', I'm gonna add brat behavior to the variety. You'll love it when sometimes, my favorite word will be, 'no'. Right now, I'm becoming the woman who will get that satisfaction much more easily. So far, you have helped me to feel safe and fucking enthusiastic, letting myself focus on the good. You're not letting me down; you're bringing so much sensuality that I love.