Dating Attitude Dichotomy: Cynicism

            For me, dating that is pretty much intuition-free is utter bulls**t.

           
            I have a friend who would have loved for me to have dated more and told her more about it. A s much as she loves and supports me, she has occasionally let slip that she seems to make negative assumptions about what kind of person that I and her other friends will attract, not to be catty but to prepare herself using assumptions that are not about or because of me. The source of that is past pain and possibly self-doubt. That said, her words grab the attention of the fearful voice in my head and elicit classic internal reactions of the Shannon I used to be. Our individual negative opinions are not about one another.
 

            In this post, I’m gonna dig into both cynicism and the Law of Attraction. Wanna come along?

Had a Good Moment

It was a Tuesday, I was working consistently at my desk, encouraging my brain to go from the task before me to my energetic efforts, including this genuine desire to change thoughts and the management of emotions. I wanted to change myself somehow on this day, even in the smallest step.
On my lunch break, I meditated for just over ten minutes and did some reading about some spirituality-related practices. Thinking, thinking, thinking.
After work, I had to cover someone's shift volunteering with some rescue cats. One of the animals has been in the care of Second Chance Network, a nonprofit animal rescue collective, for 21 months now, and Sylvester, the cutie with large, pale green eyes appeared to be as frightened as his description card stated, poor baby. As I cleaned his crate, I asked if he was okay with my performing Reiki inside it. He said nothing and looked away, which I decided was not a no.

3 Fictional Females Who Were Pieces of Me

           I reference such a variety of TV and movies here, guys, but the point is to kindly try to relate to a few and contrast myself against them. If you'd like to share your list or your comparison to a favorite character, please feel free to reach out.

Don't Call Me Your Best Friend

          Don’t call me your best friend. I don’t trust that term. What does it even mean?

Falsehood (a poem)

Here's a work in progress!

Potential Insignificant Others and Possible Consequences

          Uh, so in today's post: my love life, intuitive connection and some self-improvement chatter.
Note: The Tarot results surprised me!

Strange Hair (About This Dream I Had)

          My dream on September 30th, 2018 was weird and amusing to write down a few minutes later, because it had me watching as my ex, Tom, rode by down the street on a unicycle! And his hair...
Oh, that hair.